daZed aNd cOnfuSed
Saturday, July 30th, 2005When I left high school, I knew no other people in this world could replace or even live up to the friends I had back then. I never had negative feelings about anyone back then coz well, to me they were all perfect. What they didn’t teach us in high school was how to deal with the gazillions of people with different personalities and upbringing in this world (believe me, I’ve met quite a few and still counting..) and worst, how to deal with the stress of living with them.
The disappointment, the frustration, the anger.
And being ME, I just leave all these feelings pent up inside to avoid having to deal with unwanted awkwardness, discomfort and silence. One thing that screams in my head all the time is "WHY THE HELL DO I LET THEM HAVE THEIR WAY AND GET AWAY WITH IT SO EASILY??!!" damn.
Well anyway, here I am in the studio feeling rather sleepy at 10.30pm. All my group mates have gone back home to have dinner and freshen up. Too bad I live too damn far. Guess I’ll just have to continue with my work and go back home in the morning.
Let’s see if tomorrow brings any excitement…
